Yeah. I'm there this morning. My ache is to help. To help him through the melt downs. To shake them off of us both. I ache to take the frustration away. The tears he sheds. I take comfort in knowing God feels my ache. He hears my heart. He's right here. Aching with me. With us.
God brings me a bird outside the open window. The prettiest song. So loud from such a tiny creature! His song is like a release from his little body. Giving it all he's got. Getting it all out. And then I feel it.
Peace. Renewal. Calm. The God I serve is so wonderful. I pray I can remember this place later when the ache returns.